.Believe in yourself, you are more then enough.

One of my bestfriends. I love her to death!

My name is Brytanee, I am twenty years old. I have too many mistakes in my story, so I gave up on ~~writing~~ it, life is taking me where I belong. I try to keep negative thoughts out, but I ~~always~~ end up dwelling on the negative. I have absolutely no idea where life is taking me, but I know where my ending is. I’m iffy on religion, but believe in my own ways. Most peoples minds are corrupted & full of lies. I mean what I say & say what I feel. I’m strong, but with the littlest things, I go weak. I live to hear peoples stories; the reasons to why they are who they are. I believe every story left un-told is a life wasted. I face more then anyone will ever know & stand up to a lot more then people think. I expect so little, but accept so much. I’ll bend over backwards for ~~almost~~ anyone & everyone - just ~~don’t~~ walk all over me. I’m complicated, but well understood - confusing? It’s because you don’t ~~know~~ me. I can walk away without a bit of emotion; but I can’t walk up to someone from my ~~past~~ without breaking. I strongly believe happiness is a choice - if you want to be happy, you will be. I stand still, because I don’t know whats next. But I take ten steps, just to prove I can make it without ~~you~~.

I am a graduate of 2011! Better late, than never.

Thirty Day Challenge.

1. Introduce yourself
2. a recent picture of yourself and 15 facts about you
3. a picture of you and your friends
4. a habit that you wish you didn’t have
5. a picture of somewhere you’ve been to
6. favorite super hero and why
7. a picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
8. short term goals for this month and why
9. something you’re proud of in the past few days
10.songs you listen to when you’re happy, sad, bored, excited, mad
11. how you found out about tumblr and why you got one
12. nicknames you have and why
13. a picture of you last year and now; how you’ve changed since then
14. a pic of u and ur family
15. a song that makes you cry
16. an art piece
17. a talent of yours
18. a hobby of yours
19. a youtube video
20. whatever tickles your fancy
21. your day in great detail
22. a picture of something that make you happy
23. your fears
24. your best friend
25. your beliefs
26. whats in your bag
27. your first kiss
28. something you regret
29. something you miss
30. your dreams

Best feelings

vivaladarwin:

feeling wanted

finding out the person you like, likes you back

when last minute plans work out

sleeping in

over-hearing someone say something nice about you

spending lots of time with your best friends

risking something and not getting caught

random text messages

realising you have more money then you think

passing a test you thought you failed

being told someone loves you

compliments

falling asleep as soon as your head hits the pillow

someone forgot to add “blowjob”

(Source: tropical-chill)

(Reblogged from originofdesign)

Apr 04

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Hey honey! Text me sometime! 1941.875.3135

Mar 26

Ace; March 26th* 2011, at 11:09.

You were pronounced dead. A boy so young, choosing love or death. She left you anyway, thinking you’d be okay. Lastnight, you took a gun, held it to your head, & tried to take your life. Even with us all praying, god took you away. You were in critical condition all day, doctors telling us if you were to pull threw, you’d be in a vegitated state & pulling the plug would be the best mistake. I saw you just a couple weeks ago, in fourth hour, Mrs. Anderson’s American History, but for everyone else, they saw you just yesterday. It’s terrible to think I’ll never see your face again. We were never close, only talked a few times, but your absence will forever leave a whole in my heart. You are missed now, & you will be forever. I’ll keep your family in my prayers, & I will keep you in my heart till I see you again. I wish you were here, I wish I took the chance to get to know you, when I could. But that makes no difference now, I still miss you either way.

R.I.P Ace. You will forever be thought of, loved, cared for, & missed. People; school; & the world will forever be missing another great oppertunity. May you rest peacefully knowing we miss you, & for your name to be only used for good, & the good moments & things about you, they will never be forgotten.

Mar 15

I used you, to let the pain slip away,
The sweet release that flows through my veins,
It keeps my heart beating, constantly with pain.
The agony that flows throughout my body,
Has become the monster that controls me.
You helped me get through the days,
You were there to free me of all the pain.
I could turn to you at anytime, night or day,
You were always there to set me free.
You never let me down, you were always in plain sight,
Though no one else ever saw you.
We’d hide out in my room till the sun rised,
I’d let go of my walls, come tumbling down
Into your cold embrace, I’ve never felt a rush like this.
With every breath I take, a new promise from you is made.
In the hands of god, there is always a new day.
Everytime you are near,
You call for one last breath, one last taste, one last release.
I start to become numb, from the fear running down my arm.
With every scar that is broke open, I pray for this to be our last night.
When I wake in the morning, I beg & I plead, for you to leave.
I am addicted to your cold touch,
& the shivers that follow everytime,
I breathe in your promises of a new tomorrow.
You keep me coming back for more,
Your touch is what I strive for.
When I look in the mirror, & I don’t like what I see,
You are always there to comfort me,
To show me once again, how precious life can be.
I wait to see His face, I wait to ask Him,
Why all this has happened to me.
I am as tough as the ground I walk on,
But once you touch my skin, I can show my true colors once again.
One day you will bring me back to Him, I will repeat my prayer,
To His flawless face, I will beg & I will plead,
“Oh Father, please let thee be free.”